Hello my blog followers!
I've missed you! Ok, so update from last time.
I must admit I was pretty angry - I mean how would you feel if you had been treated so callously?
But anger, as we all know, is a secondary emotion. My primary emotions were dismay, disappointment and fear. Dismay and disappointment in that I had been treated so badly by someone I had trusted and fear that I would never be able to protect myself against people like that.
And then the doubt creeped in. Doubt that I had any ability to know a person, and doubt in myself. That I could possibly attract anybody in a way that would want them to stay with me. But then, my indomitable spirit (such as it was), screamed at me the truth, the end of that relationship did not speak about me, it spoke about him, and his bad attitude. I could move on, I could forgive and grow. Evidence suggested otherwise for him.
So I've moved on. I'm doing another dating website. One that has a prohibitive cost. Sure I might still get played but heck I'll make them pay won't I? Well, the site will.
But moving on, I've been traveling for business this week. Nowhere exotic or terribly exciting, just different. I loved it! I mean I love to travel. But by week 3, I was not sleeping well and feeling worse.
I'd been stressed out about work and everything I had going, and then I'd been very sick for weeks. It had been difficult, and I finally felt better, but I'm an introvert and a homebody.
I missed my home, I missed my family and my friends. Yes, it was a great experience, but well, let me let Dorothy speak for me:
So, yeah. My life is pretty darn amazing right now and I'm very blessed!
You know what else is amazing?
That's right! The Walking Dead is back!
I'm out!
- Del
I've missed you! Ok, so update from last time.
I must admit I was pretty angry - I mean how would you feel if you had been treated so callously?
But anger, as we all know, is a secondary emotion. My primary emotions were dismay, disappointment and fear. Dismay and disappointment in that I had been treated so badly by someone I had trusted and fear that I would never be able to protect myself against people like that.
And then the doubt creeped in. Doubt that I had any ability to know a person, and doubt in myself. That I could possibly attract anybody in a way that would want them to stay with me. But then, my indomitable spirit (such as it was), screamed at me the truth, the end of that relationship did not speak about me, it spoke about him, and his bad attitude. I could move on, I could forgive and grow. Evidence suggested otherwise for him.
So I've moved on. I'm doing another dating website. One that has a prohibitive cost. Sure I might still get played but heck I'll make them pay won't I? Well, the site will.
But moving on, I've been traveling for business this week. Nowhere exotic or terribly exciting, just different. I loved it! I mean I love to travel. But by week 3, I was not sleeping well and feeling worse.
I'd been stressed out about work and everything I had going, and then I'd been very sick for weeks. It had been difficult, and I finally felt better, but I'm an introvert and a homebody.
I missed my home, I missed my family and my friends. Yes, it was a great experience, but well, let me let Dorothy speak for me:
I'm still going to travel. Obviously. I have a trip planned with one of the greatest women I've ever known in the next few weeks. This woman happens to be one of my bestest friends! Am I lucky or what?
You know what else is amazing?
That's right! The Walking Dead is back!
I'm out!
- Del
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